|      ive made some changes.. ive made some decisions.
and right now i decide im yours. forever. if you'll have me. |
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| im bringin xanga back. yeah. daz rite. not really. chris is. but he made me remember it. the end. i love you.  |
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| i don't know whats going on anymore. im so confused. i don't know who i am or what i want. im losing everyone. and i can't stop it. i think i find good things. and when its said and done, im hurt more than i was before. i want my old life back. i want to be happy. i want love. i want security. in myself. i want someone to think im amazing. im sick of dissappointing people, and letting them down. im sorry for not being everything you want. i want to help you and make you better. and make you happy. but i guess i can't do that for you. theres so many things i want. but i can't name them. i guess i just want happiness. im sorry for letting you down. |
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